You say: “If the House in the Hereafter with Lord Allah is exclusively for you rather than other mankind, then you wish for death if you are so truthful”.
The Arabic Quran reading Fujjar who hide and reject Adhikr are those who are having more death fear when compared to any other people. They are filth as told in verses 9: 28 and 95; and Adhikr will increase them nothing except filth over filth as told in verse 9: 125. They are compared to that of a dog which will never change its attitude whether it is disturbed or not as told in verses 7: 175-176. As explained in verses 2: 168-169, these soulless and worthless people are serving Satan and are following in his footsteps. They are destined to the seven doors of Hell as told in verse 15: 44 See explanation 1: 7; 2: 23 and 62.